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Along Abbey Road | A Lifestyle And Family Blog : You Are Enough

1.19.2015

You Are Enough






I am a fan of the real life movement in social media and blogging. It allows us to remind one another that we are in fact merely humans, and not domestic goddesses or our own making. I also think it makes people more relatable and love each other more.

Last week I received an unexpected email in my inbox from my friend, Lauren. It came out of the blue, but could not have been timed more perfectly. I asked her to guest post a little while back, and I am so happy about what she had to say. It's a real post about the dark side of social media and getting sucked into its black hole. You see, sometimes I really loathe social media and "bloggers." Most of the time people are friendly and wonderful, but if I am being honest, there are also some people out there who come across as smug jerks with a serious sense of self-aggrandizement. I've never understood public figures who don't take time to interact with their fans, or in the case of bloggers, their readers and followers. The only reason people receive internet fame or celebrity status is because of the people. Right? Wait a second ... isn't there a movie about this? Cue this GIF and this GIF. (I am obviously the latter, ha.)

Anyway, it has come to my attention that I am not the only one who just has a lot of feelings about all of this, and Lauren spoke to my soul when I read her words about this very subject, and I absolutely had to share them with you. (Feel free to nod your head and shout, "Amen!" from the rooftops like I did. Oh, and make sure you check out her blog here—it's a good one!)



"My relationship with social media is similar to my relationship with my long time high school boyfriend. We were on, we were off, I was "in love", I never wanted to look at him again. Sometimes things were great and I thought we could really be a great team, and other times he would put everything I had ever given him in a box, bring it to my house and run over it with his car while I watched. (That's where it ended. Very symbolic and artsy, really... Oh! The drama.)

My Facebook days have long since passed. We broke up years ago for reasons I don't need to discuss here. But Instagram is my love and my nemesis, my friend and my foe. I can say this knowing I am not the only one. Studies show that when we receive a "like" or "comment" on one of our Instagram posts, there is a small tinge of endorphins that run through our body. "Ooo! Someone likes me! ... Someone whom I have never met thinks I am pretty! ... Someone approves of my breakfast!" It's a fact, people. A sad fact. When we post something and nobody likes it, we fall into a deep, deep dark hole that only a quart of ice cream can bring us out. (That last part isn't verified by scientists, but it happens.)

So here is the bone I'm pickin' with Instagram (and any other form of social media for that matter, Instagram just happens to be my drug of choice); it will kill you. You will die a slow and sad death if not managed correctly. And managing with complete and utter indifference is a very hard thing to do. There will always be someone who outdoes your posts. Someone whose life looks MUCH more put together than yours. They are up at 7 a.m. making lemon ricotta pancakes (#organic), in silk pajamas for their 4 children (#blessed), while each one of them is dressed in designer clothing and playing together by the open fire. Oh, and their new puppy is curled up on the sheepskin rug while records are playing on the vintage record player (#isntlifeperfect). Well, that's the thing. It's not perfect, and that's not real. I have found myself obsessing and comparing myself and my life to THIS! Thinking I need this, I don't do that, last but not least, why don't as many people like ME?!

It's sad, you guys. Really sad. But I want to be real with you. I have been that person sulking in the corner thinking my life doesn't compare. But guess what? My life is my life and it's perfect and fine just the way it is. I have laundry up to my eyeballs because our laundry machine has been broken for a month! I can't even remember the last time I made a home-cooked meal and I RARELY do my hair. I brush it like three times per week. And that's fine. Because that's me, that's us. And when I'm not busy comparing what we have to what I THINK other people have, we're pretty happy. I wouldn't mind a new washing machine though. #openfordonations

I read somewhere a short essay by author Judd Apatow ... And by "somewhere" I mean a Chipotle paper to-go bag. "When I was in high school there were 500 people in my graduating class. Out of those 500 people I had two best friends and five other real friends. So I had a true connection with seven people and did not have a true connection with 493 people. Now I create stories and hope that 500 out of 500 people will appreciate the work. That is impossible. I don’t love most things I see or listen to, why should they? The truth is I should be happy with seven people being touched or amused by my work. I think it is okay to accept the fact that most people won’t get you. We don’t need to like each other so much. We need to be kind and respect each other."

I have 2,850 followers on Instagram, and guess how many people called me on my birthday? Three. Guess how many people I meet for lunch on a regular basis? Um ... probably two. And the number of people I keep in touch with via text or phone call is around 12. I don't think anyone on the face of this planet has more than 30 "real life, I see your face all the time" friends. I mean, that would just be exhausting. Unless you're Taylor Swift, then maybe you have more.

So here's the bottom line. I just want to let you know that you're enough. You are beautiful, important, special and worthwhile. Even if you can't take a decent photo if your life depended on it, maybe you aren't a photographer by trade! Who cares! You are fabulous and wonderful.

Am I going to be quitting social media anytime soon? I don't think so. Here's the problem. I am a sucker for that silly little app. I love taking photos of my little one, I love seeing what people had for breakfast ... I truly do, it's a funny thing ... and those FILTERS! I can't stop editing photos, it's an unruly obsession. But the comparison needs to stop. Like yesterday. I need to be greater and better than what the numbers on Instagram tell me. I need to stop beating myself up. I am me, and I am enough."

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18 Comments:

At January 19, 2015 at 4:58 AM , Blogger Hollands Reverie said...

Beautifully said and utterly heartbreaking and inspiring at once!

www.hollandsreverie.blogspot.com

 
At January 19, 2015 at 6:25 AM , Blogger Kerry Dyer said...

Brilliant!

 
At January 19, 2015 at 7:17 AM , Blogger Ann Bates said...

Yes, yes, and yes!! Perfectly said!

 
At January 19, 2015 at 7:39 AM , Blogger Alissa Mitchell said...

Loved it, Love it. I think we all have to do as you said, we have to manage our accounts on social media with indifference. That is a hard thing to develop, but one that brings peace.

 
At January 19, 2015 at 1:17 PM , Blogger Erin @ Love, the Campbells said...

This is perfect and completely true. I can't tell you enough how many times I get down on myself because a picture I thought would be liked a ton was only liked by five people. Or how many times I curse that one girl who has the perfect feed...how dare she!! Oh thank you thank you Lauren and abbey for sharing this! It's one of those posts I'll be looking back at again and often as a reminder.
xoxo
Erin

 
At January 19, 2015 at 5:38 PM , Blogger Abbey Rodriguez said...

Lauren couldn't have put it better. xo

 
At January 19, 2015 at 5:38 PM , Blogger Abbey Rodriguez said...

I agree! xo

 
At January 19, 2015 at 5:39 PM , Blogger Abbey Rodriguez said...

All the amens in the world, right?

 
At January 19, 2015 at 5:39 PM , Blogger Abbey Rodriguez said...

It is SO hard, but I have found so much peace since I have developed a thicker skin and learned that the most important opinion is the one I have of myself. Lauren wrote it beautifully!

 
At January 19, 2015 at 5:40 PM , Blogger Abbey Rodriguez said...

Haha, I feel your pain! But the truth of the matter is that the only person who should really love it is us. It's our life, and the only one we get, so we should be madly in love with it! Right? Lauren truly is a good soul. Glad you found her words inspiring! xo

 
At January 19, 2015 at 7:22 PM , Blogger Giselle Santos said...

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At January 19, 2015 at 7:25 PM , Blogger Giselle Santos said...

This is amazing. Especially for new bloggers like myself. Don't compare myself to others and just do it from the heart! And also like you were saying, I have started to notice the "big bloggers" that no longer interact with their audience and their posts seem to be posted just so there is some content on whatever platform they are using. It's pretty sad. Great read. Thanks for sharing it!

Giselle ♥ Red Lipstick & Champagne Dreams

 
At January 19, 2015 at 7:37 PM , Blogger Katie said...

LOVED this post. It is so true. Sadly, I get caught up in the "Oh she has way more friends than me." Hello, am I 16? Nope. Pretty sure I'm 33 and I should be grateful that I have a small handful of friends. Thank you for your honesty.

 
At January 20, 2015 at 5:41 AM , Blogger Alicia Lapp said...

This is spot on, and just what my heart needed today. Thanks for sharing! xo

 
At January 21, 2015 at 8:08 AM , Blogger Abbey Rodriguez said...

Exactly! I am glad I am not the only who feels that way. And good luck with your new blog! It's a really fun thing to do. :)

 
At January 21, 2015 at 8:09 AM , Blogger Abbey Rodriguez said...

Haha, I totally feel you. I am turning 27 next week and have to remind myself that I am an adult with a pretty great life, and should not be complaining or comparing! Lauren's insight was awesome, and I am glad you loved it!

 
At January 21, 2015 at 8:10 AM , Blogger Abbey Rodriguez said...

Happy to hear Lauren's words helped and inspired you! Thanks for reading! xo

 
At January 25, 2015 at 9:58 AM , OpenID themessyjessy.com said...

Loved this! It's so easy to compare with social media and we only share our happiest moments — not the bad day at work or the fight at home. It makes it very easy to think that someone's life is "better" when you're only looking at Instagram and Facebook. (I bet that puppy pees on that sheepskin rug!)

 

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